I debated about going outside for my early
morning walk. The cold weather had finally arrived, and the memory of the
sharp, piercing wind that had greeted me the day before was still fresh in my
mind.
“What hurt would it do to skip a day of
exercise,” I told myself. Or perhaps, I thought, I could wait to take my stroll
this afternoon, after work.”
Familiar with my urge to procrastinate or
equivocate, I fought the temptation, got dressed, and headed outside. As it
turned out, the weather—at least for this outing—was not nearly as frightful as
I’d feared.
As I circled the track of the football
field, having the place to myself and each step bringing me closer to my goal
of completing a mile-and-a-half distance, I thought about how I’d stayed active
during previous winters, forgoing the choice of hibernating indoors 24/7.
For much of the hour before, as I drank my
coffee, I stared at the blank page of the legal pad, trying to think of some
topic to write about for the newspaper column. Different thoughts and
possibilities presented themselves, but nothing persuaded me enough to actually
write a sentence.
I’d suffered the same writer’s block the
morning before. Had the well temporarily run dry? Would I be better off taking
time off and allow some moisture to seep back in? Writing just for the sake of
writing, without having anything too compelling to say, seemed a poor choice.
Maybe the problem was that I haven’t been stimulating myself enough with new
experiences or testing myself with new challenges—both physical and
intellectual. Maybe I’d gotten into a rut, following the same well-worn path, become
too comfortable with the habit of following this routine, and had now reached a
point in the journey where I had nothing fresh or interesting to say.
I recalled the image evoked by Ernest
Hemingway in the Preface of his collection of short stories.
“In going where you have to go, and doing
what you have to do, and seeing what you have to see, you dull and blunt the
instrument you write with,” he stated. “But
I would rather have it bent and dull and know I had to put it on the grindstone
again and hammer it into shape and put a whetstone to it, and know that I had
something to write about, than to have it bright and shining and nothing to
say, or smooth and well-oiled in the closet, but unused.”
Compared to Hemingway, my life experiences
have been pretty tame. Still, the point is well taken: Experiences—particularly
new and challenging ones, both deliberate and unintended, found in the physical
as well as intellectual realm—are the wellspring for a writer. From it we make
observations and form judgments, compare it to what we already know, mixing the
ingredients together for what’s hopefully a refreshing brew.
One of my more pleasant winter getaways was
a weekend many years ago at the McGuire Resort in Cadillac. We had just
purchased snowshoes earlier in the season and decided to try them out at this
northern outpost. Shortly after checking into the hotel, the three of us--Dawn,
Bradley (who was then in middle school), and I--headed over to the golf course
where cross country skiing was allowed. We followed the marked trail, careful
not to step into the ski tracks. A few places, we veered off into a different
direction, not worrying about sinking too deep into the snow.
One of the amenities of the resort was a
horse-drawn sleigh ride around the grounds which we enjoyed later that evening.
Another was the lounge, complete with an open fire. The main drawback (for me)
was that the place was noisy with roaring engines. Cadillac, I learned on that
visit, is a favorite spot for snowmobilers, offering easy access to a couple of
popular trails. In fact, most of the people at the hotel had their snowmobiles
parked outside their respective doors.
The next day we drove to a public access
spot in the Manistee National Forest, directed there by one of the locals. We
had planned to park the car at this location and hike in the woods on our
snowshoes. The problem was that the driveway hadn’t been plowed, a fact that I
didn’t realize until we’d gotten stuck. Fortunately, with me pushing, Dawn
driving and Bradley directing the operation, we were able to get back onto the
main highway.
With
that option gone, we headed back to the state park on M-115, located on the south
edge of the city. There we left the car in the parking lot that had been
cleared of snow and, put on our snowshoes, and walked out onto the frozen
surface of Mitchell Lake. We shared the spot with several snowmobilers, but
they stayed mainly in the middle of the lake, racing up and down its length,
while we hugged the shoreline. Ice fishermen were also out and about, although
most of them stayed inside their shanties.
I remember the day being pleasant, without
much wind. An added treat was being able to see the various cottages up close
as we walked past them.
In subsequent years, we took our snowshoes
to the Old Mission Lighthouse north of Traverse City and walked amid the woods
on that public land. We also ventured over to the state park at the northern
tip of Leelanau Peninsula for another wintertime adventure.
CLOSER TO
HOME WAS the Yankee Springs
Recreation Area, situated about 12 miles west of our home in Hastings. The
place offered several marked trails; paths that wound through the forest, went
up on the spine of the ridges, and alongside some of the lakes. We were
familiar with the place, having gone on hikes during earlier visits—both during
the warmer weather and in the winter.
When Bradley and the grandsons were young,
we had a tradition of taking them to Yankee Springs for a hike on New Year’s
Day. The route we usually took started and finished at a public access parking
lot off of Briggs Road. Highlights included Hall Lake, the Devil’s Soup Bowl (a
deep depression with steep sides that had once been a lake after the glacier
melted, but was now littered with trees and brush, and finally Graves Hill, a
high point that provides a scenic view of nearby Gun Lake.
It was to the Rec Area and that parking lot
that I headed to late one Sunday afternoon in January. I was by myself. My intention was to use the snow shoes to get
away from these familiar trails and explore the dark recesses of the wintry
forest and maybe sneak up on some wildlife.
I drove west on Chief Noonday Road, turned
south (left) on Briggs Road, went past the entrance of the (Yankee Springs) Gun
Lake State Park, and then reached the lot
The problem, which I didn’t realize until
after the fact, was that Briggs Road, while starting off towards the south from
its intersection with Chief Noonday Road, curves back to the east in its
winding course before resuming a southerly course. I had driven on this road numerous
times, but never paid attention to it this fact.
I’d do a lot of walking as a result of that
oversight.
My
plan was to start from the car, using it as my western point of reference, and
make a big circle through the woods. While I thought my sense of direction would
be OK since I was acquainted with the area, I did bring a compass to keep me
from getting lost in case I got turned around. So, off I went, wandering happily
though the trees and around the vines and over the fallen logs, checking the
compass to make sure I was headed in the planned circular direction.
After a time, as the sky began to darken, I
wondered why I hadn’t found the car and why the area seemed unfamiliar. I had
not passed any of the hiking paths or a two-track roadway that went from the parking
lot into the interior of the Rec. Area.
I did not wish to panic, yet neither did I
want to spend the night lost in the woods. I noticed a blinking tower light and
was pretty sure that it was located on Chief Noonday Road, near the
intersection with Briggs. However, going in this direction would leave me, once
I reached the road, a fair distance from where my car was parked. I would be
going north when I should be going west.
Deciding that discretion was the better part
of valor, I headed towards that guiding light and soon came upon a two-track
roadway. Now I finally had a familiar landmark. I was pretty sure it would lead
me to Chief Noonday Road if I continued to head north. What confused me was
that I was also certain that this was the same road that was connected to the
parking lot and, based my assumption, went eastward into the interior of the
Rec. Area. I still thought my car was somewhere west of me. “Maybe, the two-track
is L-shaped,” I thought. But with the darkness descending, I was not up to
testing my theory.
So, I headed north, passing by a small lake,
and eventually reached Chief Noonday Road. But that was not the end of my
journey. With evening now upon me, I took off the snowshoes and spent the next
hour walking back to my starting point. After I reached Briggs Road and had
passed the state park entrance, I realized the highway was curving back to the
east.
When I reached the welcome sight of my
vehicle, foot sore, but much relieved, I took out the compass. What I had thought
was west at this spot was indeed south.
The following weekend I returned to the Rec
Area, only this time without any snowshoes. I wanted to figure the situation
out. From the parking lot, I began walking along the two-track and soon came
upon the small lake. Had I gone south rather than north, I’d have saved a good
deal of time. I was figuratively within spitting distance of my car. But then,
had the matter resolved itself in this easier fashion, it would have not been
nearly so memorable of an experience. I’d have had nothing to write about.
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